Stressed. This is what I'm feeling now. Our yaya (babysitter) will finally leave us tomorrow. Ate Elvie will no longer do a vacation or day-off. She said she will stay at her sister's house in Bulacan because the husband was assigned in Batangas for a job. No one will be left there with her sister except from the two kids. She has no one to be with to take care of the children. They also said they can't afford to pay for a yaya that's why I can't say 'no'.


Actually, taking care of my daughter full-time is fine with me, of course I am her mother. But the thing is, I am 6months pregnant with our second baby and I need a substitute for me to rest sometime. Its not all the time that her dad is with us. He has work. Though his office is just here in our house as project officer based here in Oriental Mindoro, he still spends some of his days in his project area. And one more thing I am in the middle of finding an online job for an extra income. Well, of course, we will soon feed one more mouth.


I feel divided for my two kids. I want them to be both healthy. I want all the attention will be given to them equally. But how? Aggrrr... I know this is a challenge for me, for us. For how long? I don't know. No one knows. I hope and pray that I would be able to do the right thing for them everyday and in God's will. God is good!

Are you good or bad?

"Ang masamang damo matagal mamatay." When you translate into english, literally it means "Weeds don't easily die", but to make more sense, it's a metaphor which means "bad people live longer." This just came to my mind last night when I was about to sleep. And I just realized why so... Faith in God is only my basis.

I believe those who are full of hatred, who seem to have powerful personality, kill, lie or constantly fund of wrongdoings live longer because God already know they are like that even before they were born. And part of their mission before their judgment is to learn and correct their mistakes. God gives them a chance to change for the better before God allows them to enter to His Kingdom. It then explains why good guys die first. It is ironic though. Their mission to be kind, to be generous, to serve God especially when they suffered, is over. It's time to give them their ultimate reward, a second life... an eternal life.



I read a discussion about this metaphor. Some say, its not bad people who live long but smart guys instead. Others say, most of the good people die first because they suffer from illness or sacrifice their lives for others like most known saints. But in my opinion, it's not because of certain circumstances or chances. As I've mentioned earlier, it's God's plan. It''s just our choice if we follow Him or not. And if it's already our time to leave, it'll happen no matter what. God is good!

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New hobby.. Later on, will be used to make money

My first time to make a blog. I decided to finally make one because it seems like everyone who are successful and trying to succeed by making money online, which is popular nowadays, has it. And honestly, I am now having a hard time getting at least one job in Odesk using my not so competitive customer service and data entry skills. It amazes and inspires me that some people I know, or shall I say at least one, who's only doing this merely as a hobby but then later on able to use it as her asset to be hired. 


This is a challenge for me as I am still struggling with transferring my thoughts into words. But I hope, sooner or later, along with more practice in writing, more reading of books, articles and blogs, I'll be able to enjoy making more expressive and profound posts not only for the purpose of earning but of learning as well. God is Good!